Thoughts for the bullshit (for Jody and all of us)

Been watching things happen around me both here and in my world. And listening to allot of Social Distortion.

Trouble abounds in our lives, some worse than others. Some troubles more dramatic than others and some more subtle, some very personal and others not personal enough. However your troubles present themselves it can be overwhelming. It can feel like the worlds walls are closing in on you and more often than naught you find that you stand alone. The people that would stand beside you having abandoned the post that you trusted them to hold, sometimes our judgement clouded by misplaced love and trust. Sometimes we see what we want to see. And that misjudgement can cost us dearly.

However, we prevail because it's what we do. This is what we do, we face the trouble, we stand up to it, own it and then we beat it. We walk away with our head held high and never look back. It's the story of our life (thx social d). Our actions have brought us here and our actions will carry us forward past the bullshit that we are mired in currently. Life is but a circle, for every ending comes a beginning it's up to you to decide if you want to look toward a new beginning or dwell on the ending.

And make no mistake, it is all bullshit. You still wake up tomorrow breathing and living despite other's best efforts to drag you down with their projected crap. It's easy to say "aaww their just jealous" but the truth is they are just jealous. Anyone that tries to sling bullshit in your life, IS just jealous. You have something they covet, you are what they want to be. It is really all that simple. People will destroy what they want the most because it's easier than having to fix themselves. And I honestly do feel sorry for them.

These people will find themselves alone and worse, they will find themselves surrounded by no one real but only the fakes they were busy surrounding themselves with, lonely with none but themselves to blame. Now that is hell. No one to share the adventure with you, no one to trust, no one to believe in you, no one to share your burden with you, no one to open up to, no one to feel anything for you honestly. No family, no real friends, no love and no hope.

So the next time some jackass tries to bring you down with bullshit, remember this: To us it is just dramatic bullshit and it will go away, to them it's their life!

Keep your head high, you'll get past it because it's what we do.

BEX