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This is a spot for my thoughts, musings, observations. If your offended by my words than please feel free to never visit again. However if you enjoy the strange happenings of my life and weird way my mind works I personally invite with a warm little cyber hug to join me again and again on my journey!

Bex

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Not getting any better

I know that I promised no more emotional blogs, so I'm not going to post this on Facebook or Twitter. I'm just writing for myself right now. Thought because I got so pissed yesterday that I'd be okay today. I'm not. I still want to cry and scream, I still want real answers, I still want Frank back. None of it's fair and my heart hurts. Over something so fucking stupid. We were supposed to be able to work through stuff, together. I got pushed away. This isn't supposed to be how relationships work, you work together and are partners, right?

I miss him and I love him. And every second of this just feels like my heartbreaks all over again.

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